Things on my mind

I often sit and daydream and imagine what is going trough my mind or just what is going on. I pray and try and figure out things. But sometimes things do always seem to go my way :)

Maybe

I feeling not satisfied. Maybe my choices I make are not right and need to be thought out. More and more
Enough said i just cleared my head

Fourth of July

America birthday ... So exciting.. Not really. It's red ... The flood of it. Moods this week is unsettling its people don't want to be around. Then I found out something yesterday that rub me the wrong way. If your a friend to someone why do you want to hurt me? And slander me around a company that I used to work for? Why do you want TI through my mom death in my face. Is that a thing you like to do. I feel as if I choose the wrong people to be circled around my life. I don't mean to choose its just me I guess...
Well, Awkward moment again... Hmm maybe it's just me... I don't know ... They all were on the weeks oh well my life goes on

Figures

I don't understand why people put them selves in situation that are not good or healthy. You know you need o change things yet you don't even attempt it. I don't get the thoughts behind people thinking. I have changed and moved on...

Ladies Night

My friend from a longtime, spending long times together and rolling deep. I have such a great friend. That was one of my beastie from a longtime. She was loyal. I love her so. She made our favorite Pink Panties yummy four of them I was happy.

Day 4 : Bahamas, boat, Many more

We started our morning at the Gym. I did 20 minutes and my sister did longer. Then we came back showered and headed to the Bahamas. Coming off the boat was insanely busy. We took photos there was many moments of instragram moments and facebook. I'll write to everyone tomorrow. To make sure they are okay. Miss everyone.
The beach was beautiful and insanely pretty. I love drinking on the beach. I( I'm going to tell him I want a massage & I need one to relax From brain stress. ) I brought a coconut and they gave me a bottle of rum. (dena would love this place. I could not finish my Bottle

Day 5: Vacation

Slept til 11:40... Had a family meeting in the room. Then took showers changed for the day. Dunno what the day going to be. By the way, happy fathers day dad. Miss the kids the family and texting my new friend. The game today. Rodney King passed away sad he fell in the pool and drowned. Sad. Then went to lunch. Good I had lamb yummy with onions and mushrooms and fries and Califorina rolls and that's it. Then I went to my massage it was the best ever. I was so impressed and relaxed. I may need another one soon ;) It's so beneficial to feel relaxed and organized with your body and know the bones and oils to use. I watched the movie called "we Brought A Zoo" great movie I really loved it was the last thirty minutes. But hey I liked it. Let's see then we had dinner together and it was great. We had a great time together. Then we went and see the comedian funny and nasty. Drinks following we and laughing and enjoying our vacation. Then we hit the club drinks Ca parties and then midnight pizza yummy. Hit the bed at 4 am :)