July over

Can you believe the months over? I have had a real weird month. Been thinking of my mom, friends and hoping that the family okay.

Beach Trip

On Saturday we did our sister beach trip. It was so much fun. In the am, we went to the starter bros and got stuff and the ice chest. You'll laugh.

Then we left to the beach and went to Newport. Loved it. It was fun. Selah sat on the ice chest lol. So funny

Angels Games or Sister Game

I went to my Angels Game. I had a blast with my Sister. I was happy to spend time with my family. I need To get my eyes checked. But we had the best seats I believe. I think in sat there before. Even the people I sat with were funny as heck.

Feeling

Your the last person I think about before I go to bed. You the first person I think of before and when I wake up. What do I do?

50 Shades Of Grey, darker, Freed

I am reading the trilogy. I am on book two. I am in shock and I love the book. I finished reading last night.

Sister birthday

Today is my sister birthday exciting day in the family. First, I made the kids a bagel which was fine. Second a knock at the door it's Bromby trade things and get ready. Third, was my uncle to do the yard and tell ask if Someone could check his air. I told my father. Then, He said how it was such a great event on Sunday. It was fun. Sure fun. If I was married for 57 years I would be excited. Crazy huh. I thinking so. Side note.

Funny

It's funny how you talk to someone every day and then all of a sudden you stop talking to them because who knows what. Just thought

My mind

If I let my mind wonder I will think of different things. But I always think of the negative never positive things. Because I always think my feeling are going to get hurt. I always jump or leap fast before.

Friendships are different for me to figure out things. After this I am off to sleep and shower :/ see you tomorrow

Things on my mind

I often sit and daydream and imagine what is going trough my mind or just what is going on. I pray and try and figure out things. But sometimes things do always seem to go my way :)

Maybe

I feeling not satisfied. Maybe my choices I make are not right and need to be thought out. More and more
Enough said i just cleared my head

Fourth of July

America birthday ... So exciting.. Not really. It's red ... The flood of it. Moods this week is unsettling its people don't want to be around. Then I found out something yesterday that rub me the wrong way. If your a friend to someone why do you want to hurt me? And slander me around a company that I used to work for? Why do you want TI through my mom death in my face. Is that a thing you like to do. I feel as if I choose the wrong people to be circled around my life. I don't mean to choose its just me I guess...
Well, Awkward moment again... Hmm maybe it's just me... I don't know ... They all were on the weeks oh well my life goes on

Figures

I don't understand why people put them selves in situation that are not good or healthy. You know you need o change things yet you don't even attempt it. I don't get the thoughts behind people thinking. I have changed and moved on...

Ladies Night

My friend from a longtime, spending long times together and rolling deep. I have such a great friend. That was one of my beastie from a longtime. She was loyal. I love her so. She made our favorite Pink Panties yummy four of them I was happy.

Day 4 : Bahamas, boat, Many more

We started our morning at the Gym. I did 20 minutes and my sister did longer. Then we came back showered and headed to the Bahamas. Coming off the boat was insanely busy. We took photos there was many moments of instragram moments and facebook. I'll write to everyone tomorrow. To make sure they are okay. Miss everyone.
The beach was beautiful and insanely pretty. I love drinking on the beach. I( I'm going to tell him I want a massage & I need one to relax From brain stress. ) I brought a coconut and they gave me a bottle of rum. (dena would love this place. I could not finish my Bottle

Day 5: Vacation

Slept til 11:40... Had a family meeting in the room. Then took showers changed for the day. Dunno what the day going to be. By the way, happy fathers day dad. Miss the kids the family and texting my new friend. The game today. Rodney King passed away sad he fell in the pool and drowned. Sad. Then went to lunch. Good I had lamb yummy with onions and mushrooms and fries and Califorina rolls and that's it. Then I went to my massage it was the best ever. I was so impressed and relaxed. I may need another one soon ;) It's so beneficial to feel relaxed and organized with your body and know the bones and oils to use. I watched the movie called "we Brought A Zoo" great movie I really loved it was the last thirty minutes. But hey I liked it. Let's see then we had dinner together and it was great. We had a great time together. Then we went and see the comedian funny and nasty. Drinks following we and laughing and enjoying our vacation. Then we hit the club drinks Ca parties and then midnight pizza yummy. Hit the bed at 4 am :)

Sometimes

I come to realize that being alone is that hard. I am content with it. I understand that I fall for people that hurt, no respect, don't understand how I live my life. I am semi-happy. I need to medium.